Wednesday, January 17, 2007


I cleared it and that too with all stars in 70+ range...Hurraay!!!

And down beneath, with foxen eyes...


The many scatter in the wood,
Dividing left'and right:
These follow Zaboi, those attend
Fierce Slavoi to the fight;
And towards the mountain blue they go
Deep through the forest's night.
And when the fifth day's sun arose
True hands they gave and took,
And down beneath, with foxen eyes,
On the king's host they look.

Friday, January 05, 2007

I m late

I m late...to think about IAS
...to think about being a rebel
...to think how I cud I have saved myself
...to think, if I am still worth
...to think, if ppl still trust me
...to think, if I am still strong
...to think, if I have my principles intact
...to think,what shall I do...

just flow as it comes...

I am sad and low...powerless n speechless... small and impotent...unclear n unfortunate...guilty n foolish...

I am late to prove my worth...

IN COVERSATION - GOD AND ME

At variant locations and time points -

Me: God, this is going to be great.
God: (Smiles)

Me: God, look I have prayed a lot this time. It should be different, ok.
God: (Smiles)

Me: God, I am not demanding full of x but half of x will do.
God: (Smiles)

Me: God, I will be so happy to see them happy.
God: (Smiles)

Me: Last time, God.
God: (Smiles)

Me: Once more, God.
God: (Smiles)

Me: God, I am just there.
God: (Smiles)

Me: Just Once more, God.
God: (Smiles)


REALITY IS - HE ONLY LISTENS AND SMILES WHATEVER THE CASE BE.
DRAW TWO LESSONS -

1. Keep on proposing to God. He may/may not help. But it reassures self-belief.
2.To become GOD - Just LISTEN, SMILE and do WHATEVER You feel is correct. You will become God.

SECOND ONE IS MORE IMPORTANT.

After drawing the lesson -

Me: (Smiles)
God: (Smiles)

Me: (Smiles)
God: (Smiles)

Me: (Smiles)
God: (Smiles)

Smiles Smiles Smiles ...
AND GOD AND I FALL IN LOVE.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Straight to the point - Nidhi Goyal

Straight to the point. I enlarged the photo in my fax viewer and saw this:
You can see for yourself the picture is beautiful.
Everything is awesome.Perfection and the imperfection; both. Part that protrudes from the the lower jaw is superb. It blends well with the smile. I wont call it chin caz calling that would have omitted a few muscles between the lower lip and chin line. Blending as I say of the smile with the lower jaw is superb. Smile no one would have questions about it. Tho I have doubts if it is as broad as it seems from the side view. The right cheek displays enouf to arouse the curiosity by giving a sense of unaccomplishment in studying the face. Matching of the nose line or rather scoring of the nose line just over the right cheek also adds to the mystery of not knowing the right part. Fully visible upper teeth being just above the lower lip leave room for no improvement in the lower face region. Small is beautiful. With eyes this is not generally true. But the fox-en frozen feeling of the black balls -- hidden under the eye-lashes -- with a nice eye theard work looks awesome. Again nicely parloured hair are misplaced enuf to arouse one to offer a hand and say 'Shall I help you with them?'. They come right to the shoulders with a perfect length; just enough to let the V-line visible. Long earings visible fully senses richness. Hidden ears add to the unknown. Neck-lines are generally appreciated. She has that and you can notice it. What is special about neck is the flow with which it leaves the chin n meets the neck-line. Awesome. Though I would have loved to have seen the flow continued till the V-line; which does break the symmetry at bottom center of the picture. If the back would have been more straight she might have overcome that as well. Or a little more camera angle towards the right would have covered that.
Adding to the beauty of skin and hair and teeth bones there's deeper sense of confidence which not only is prominent on face but is pouring out of the eyes more predominantly. Eyes - as I cud decipher have two emotions - Victory and some fox-en attribute which it seems I have no words for. It seems she knows it that 'She is beautiful'. I dont know how intelligent/smart she is but given she is; she deserves to rule the kings.
YOU ARE AWESOME GURL. I MIGHT HAVE WRITTEN A FEW MORE WORDS BUT HAVE A FEW INTERVIEWS LINED UP. KEEP ROBBING HEARTS.
My Concept of Awesome - Anyways, sometimes a few things make you stop and you look in awe. And most of the times we get look at them for a min or two and then start thinking about them. Try knowing more about them and appreciating them. But if neither appreciation comes out nor we try to know more about for first few minutes than I call it AWESOME.